frustrated

I am cranky, I am moody and I need some time. I need some time to find that will, to find that strength. I need to go stronger. What is with this pressure on me? I know I must study. I am going to get a clear mind. I need it. What is with this habit? What's with this dreaming. Why can't I concentrate?

My dreams
My goals
My hopes

Where are they to motivate me? How do I motivate myself?

Just give me sometime. I need some time. I will give myself a week.