hmmmm

no matter how i try to change, it seems hard. nevertheless, i still have to keep trying.

About this week, it's not too bad! having submission next week gives a tiny eensy bit of breathing space.

tue, had way a lot of injuries from sparring but anyway, sparring rox!! jus that i need to be confident on myself.

Wed, had preparation camp for tkd FO camp. Had a ghost story but i shall not talk about it. We had to prepare for the night walk and it's quite fun except it's a hot summer night and the tunnel my group were stationed in, is dark and not very ventilated @_@.

Thurs, left camp early, had lunch at thai express with my couple of friends and the food is really MMMPH.. GOOD!! I love the sweet tofu rice i ate and i love the dessert. Shall treat my mom there for mother's day (not sure if it's over yet).

Fri, nothing much, came home, work on project and had no mood to do so i dragged it no thanks to my thinking so much.

anyway, things have been confusing lately. I just feel confused about the project, not sure AGAIN!!! i m going to clear my mind by going to see the project brief again. Shadows has been looming in the studio lately. No thanks to my not having to sit among my friends, i have no idea wad's going on. and yes, there are things again which disturbed me which is not very good. My mom told me i m so soft hearted, so naturally certain people get drawn to me. But i don't think i m soft hearted at all... If i am... then i think it's time to draw the line for myself. ARGH! anyway, going back to my work and hopefully i can work through some things!

God bless!
MAta ja!