rahhhhhh

so weird O.o... it's amazing how u wish not to have that emotion but u still have it? how irritating. Arrrrgh! i guess i jus dun wan to have that emotion now. I dun wish to have that emotion for a very looooong time and it happened blaringly.

O.o... so weird. it's like so unpredictable sometimes. Think i will just bite myself, get on with my life and ignore that emotion that seems to be draining me. I am not going to deny it anymore, iam not going to force myself from restraining it. I will just live my life with that clumsy idiotic emotion. I will jus pray that it will quieten itself until i m ready to face it.

Dun think now's a good time!

must JIA YIU JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!! CAN DE!!!^^

yay^^!

god bless^^!