reflections

you know, it's quite interesting when u read people's blogs^^. Of cuz, i do it quite discreetly, i mean who will go blurting out about people's lives? I guess i m just curious how people live their lives.

The thing of being 17 onwards, you start wondering about yourself and who you will be when you start working. Will things go well?

I did say i started out pretty badly, always lving in the past, not wanting to come out to the world. I guess i got scared but i didn't want to show it. Then again, it's nnot an excuse. But i am really lucky that I woke up in time to find out that what I am doing is wrong.

I do worry about the future. What about the friends who are going through thick and thin with me? hmmm... I really treasure them with all my heart. I really really do^^! Esp now there are the honeymooners. I don't know what I did do without them. They are really awesome, any words related to awesome and we have fun tgt^^!

Some people are afraid tat their close ones will leave them. I have experienced them myself and i definitely won't say it's a piece of cake to let go so easily. Cuz heck it's not! but through time, we form our own lives and we make new friends and the cycle repeats again.

What I am saying is that, yes we will have memories and we don't know what's there in future^^. The only thing now is to live in the present. Memories, yes we can't live in the past, but it kind of showed us that we once spent our time together and laugh together. And because of that, no matter how faded, there will always be a bond. Whether we keep in touch or not, we will still remember each other. That's part of life i think. but it's what makes our lives meaningful because sooner or later, it's part of who we are^^.

Hahaha^^! dun mind me, jus feel like updating and thinking about... well... stuff^^!

see you soon^^!
God bless^^!