happy birthday jonathan^^!! and (pending) new blog layout

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN!!!! HOPE U WILL ALWAYS BE THAT SUNRISE THAT SHINES VERY BRIGHTLY(hopefully not too brightly)^^!


He's ABOUT TO "BLOW"!!! (clear away people)!



















Gouging moment; sleepless nights makes all of us hungry XD!





















Nuuuuooooo.... not my cupcake!!!!!















J's reluctant cool moment!



































Last but not least, all of us together^^!

Ok^^! and abt the blog layout-.-... it's yummy and nice^^ but i am not really satisfied-.-, so the blog will be edited quite a lot, so watch out for changes^^!

our own exibition

hahaha^^! we had fun with the...
































fedora and cupcake moment! YAY^^! we finally got a shot of j wearing the hat! that guy won't even wan to try that hat! DX... oh wellll... but at least we got him to try^^! AND... jia min and j look so suave! hahaha^^!

Anyway, it's pretty fun today, we had some exibitions going on involving all 3 years of the DID course.

but i think i will upload them another time^^! it's a little late^^! tmw k^^? wheee... hols starting tmw!!!!!!!!!^^

CLAZZIQUAI + outing today^^

i luvvvvvv clazziquai^^! i love their songs, their mv are nice. i looooove them^^!
anyway, since it's not well known here and i just got to know them. welll...here's wad i found when i researched about them^^!



Clazziquai (Hangul: 클래지콰이; Classic+Jazz+Groove) is a Korean fusion band that combines several genres including electronic music, acid jazz and house.

official website:
http://www.clazziquai.co.kr/

hmmmm... i want to find out more about it soooo yeah. that's the information for now^^!

anyway, went out with him today to JP. SO FUN^^! it's been so loooong since i went out with him^^! anyway, had milo sweetheart (donut) and takoyaki with him^^! yummy^^! And then i was swooning over cake soft toys!! hahaha^^... soooo being a sweetheart, he brought me...

a soft toy cupcake^^! Thank you so much^^!


















anyway, aside from that, i had a really fun time. he wanted me to go to his house but i jus didn't want to. It's jus... u know... if u have been going the same place and doing the same things too often... well... u get pretty scared of the place. But anyway, i feel really really happy that he went out with me today^^! *whee!*

procastinating and happy moments

hahaha... sorry.. it happened during the project and i was busy... so here's wad happened. it was hot the past few days with bright sun and clear skies. and sooo.. who got the mood to do hmwk right? so here's the stuff we did in school^^!

2 weeks ago on wed



















we went to eat macflurry.
had sugar rush!
omg... i had gain so much kg!!! good thing i thinned down again.

and then on thurs two weeks ago, we had picnic at moberly with the big huu-has over sok hui with her first time eating blueberry pockies. SHE'S SO CUTE!^^



















and then sice we only shared a plate of fried stuff for lunch, we became hungry again so we had dinner. The trill of sliding down the staircase railing was irresistable, sooooooo we influenced alice and jamie to slide down the stairs.



alice is interesting. try saying it's so DANGEROUS while u slide down. *wheeeee*

















and after that.*plays star wars tune*




we had jamie and alice's duel. Dunno who won though. I think i was doing my work.














yup^^! and then fri we had site visit. it is interesting! i shall upload the pics *later*

and thennnnnn last mon, we had....



























after submission yesterday *WHOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! punches in the air* we celebrated by going to ice creamery. u know, it's the first time, i was not freaking out before submission, i was playing uno with anglia, Jonathan and Sok Hui^^!

and we played uno again in island creamery. may diff version of it, heart attack, goldfish, uno, grab the ice cream sticks. so fun^^! btw, i fell in love with the nutella ice cream there^^!




















we also had our own name card^^! btw we posted our pic there in island creamery!^^ it's so funnn^^!



















shhhhhhhhhh.... the beauty of friendship. feeling really blessed! thanks for all the great moment guys. Let's have somemore... looking forward to it!!!!!!

OOOOOOOOOOOH YEEEEAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! i fell in love with this band, CLAZZIQUAI! (e fantastico, bravo!)

It's a jazzy tune with a unique mix of korean and english. OMG, it's so nice!! absolutely yummy^^! hope u love my background song!! found it from a great singer in youtube, http://www.youtube.com/user/yunfengfu.^^! hope u like it^^!


god bless!
mata! ja!
ciao^^!

ahhhhh (relieved a little)...

You have no idea how this tiny little bit of relief feels like. but finally a little break. the song is so AWFULLY...... CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! *_* melts! hope u like it^^!



gotta go! hope u like it^^!
god bless^^!

workload went whoa!

damn! >.< i feel like crap now. Sorry, my mood went from determined to foul to i don't know what it is.

Not complaining, i love my work. i really really do LOVE it. It's the first project where i can finally see improvments in myself and everything. I even learn to think clearer while i worked. But damn, my body is exhausted. and also i wonder if i think my work correctly. Got to ask again!

Hmmm... it's the first time i actually had hystericals while i sleep. NOTE: i was NOT aware when i went into hysteria. From what my parents said, my body started to shake after they wake me up and i started screaming at them when they tried to wake me up after my one hour nap.

That's really.... scary!

The funny thing is this. I used to be this lazy dreamy bum who don't do work and dream all day and practically hate studying. Now i am this person who works through the night without an sleep and i still love what i m doing. Crazy la... but I will say it's worth it.

SIGH! Got to go do work again! seeya!

my life, my responsibility

i guess everyone has their own insecurities. Sometimes i do get selfsh or sometimes arrogant and judgemental. SHouldn't e that way right? I just felt that way today. And everytime i am faced with this insecurities, i feel like running to someone who i take for granted for a very long time.

So there's this quiet promise to myself again and i am not going t mention it. Sometimes, when u find that something's wrong, you have to look into yrself first and not crush yourself. I want to follow this promise and i am not going to do the same things again!>.<

p.s. sorry, this is not for discussion, it's to remind myself... so it is kind of out of topic >.<... sorry!

quiz

anglia tagged me soooo i shall do this quiz.

1) At what age do you wish to marry?
hmmm... i m not sure in this life time.

2) What do you want the most now?
my HEALTH BACK!!!

3) Who is the person you trust the most?
um... i dunno?

4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
If there's such thing as enough confidence,
people will be strutting on the streets yelling how great they are.

5) If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
To be able to do sth i love as a job^^!

6) Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
Rainbow? I remember seeing a rainbow just right outside my window^^!

7) What are you afraid to lose the most right now?
my Brain.

8) Do you believe in eternal love?
ooooh... romeo romeo.. how i luvvvvvv thee!

9) If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
I don't think i am THAT direct.

10) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you
Gentle, calm, hidden craziness (whitles innocently)

11) What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
someone I can go along with?

12) What type of person do you hate the most?
someone with no respect for anybody! DX

13) Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Yes! They are really precious to me XD!

14) Do you believe in god?
yes! I m a catholic!

15) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Love. Nobody can do without it.

16) Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend?
I have one! but i dun need him to be with me 24 hrs everyday.

17) At this point of time,would you rather be a heartbreaker or heartbroken?
ummmm.... neither?

18) What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?

someone who can feel comfortable with^^!

19) Describe the person who tagged you in 6 words
she is my morning sunshine gal^^!!

20) The place you wanted to go most with your loved ones
Japan, Europe and new Zealand^^!

People I tagged:
Sherie
Madeleine
Wei qian
Ying Zhuang
Guo Shu^^

worth it

well... There are two words that appear in my mind for this week : rush and sick.

Yesh... as how i complained in my previous entry, i am sick this week and have been having giddy spells. But then again, it's my fault because i will stay up late at night to do my project. Ir's quite fun and also quite... frustrating. I guess i jus wated t learn and try new things!

Anyway, about the rushig part, my friends ran a lot. First time for some who ran across the campus. Then we ran again to help a friend pin up her things before the submission time closed. Also a lot of thinga. I can't rmb...

then on friday, went to raffles place for GEMS. I found out taking pictures actually make u more observant. I really had fun. I bet there are people who find me crazy though. Snapping pics for nothing.

But yeah,after all the perservaering from the stupid sickness and the rushing, i was told by my lecturer that I have great improvement. And you know what makes us really happy? WE GOT THE WEEKEND OFF!!!! WHOOOO!

anyway, here are some pics that's taken..



here's my project for this term







Here's some pics i took. (very few pics of the many pics i took)

yup^^! that's about it! i had fun. esp this week^^! we even did our work on the mrt XD! (i jus dun wan to load that pic ucz i look horrible in it)

god bless^^! mata! ja^^!

sick

Argh! i have been sick since sunday. But monday was really the worst, all the sickness comes attacking me and i m actually dealing with 3 sicknesses (sore throat, running nose, fever) while i work through my model. Of cuz it's a vain attempt to work but argh! i have to!

Today, went to school with a raw throat and a big huge coughing fit. So basically my day is a coughing day. You have no idea how frustrating it is. But i really want to thank those people who asked me to take care andshow acts of concern12 i really appreciate it!^^

Right now, it's kind of sucky cuz medicine makes me drowsy and i took a nap. Now that i m awake, i amfeeling worse! argh! but anyway, better than yesterday. at least i don't have that same burning, unbreathable sensation like yesterday. Hope i get well soon^^~

Once again, thank you to all those who show me concern, i really appreciate and really happy that you care about me^^. Thanks^^!

hmmmm

no matter how i try to change, it seems hard. nevertheless, i still have to keep trying.

About this week, it's not too bad! having submission next week gives a tiny eensy bit of breathing space.

tue, had way a lot of injuries from sparring but anyway, sparring rox!! jus that i need to be confident on myself.

Wed, had preparation camp for tkd FO camp. Had a ghost story but i shall not talk about it. We had to prepare for the night walk and it's quite fun except it's a hot summer night and the tunnel my group were stationed in, is dark and not very ventilated @_@.

Thurs, left camp early, had lunch at thai express with my couple of friends and the food is really MMMPH.. GOOD!! I love the sweet tofu rice i ate and i love the dessert. Shall treat my mom there for mother's day (not sure if it's over yet).

Fri, nothing much, came home, work on project and had no mood to do so i dragged it no thanks to my thinking so much.

anyway, things have been confusing lately. I just feel confused about the project, not sure AGAIN!!! i m going to clear my mind by going to see the project brief again. Shadows has been looming in the studio lately. No thanks to my not having to sit among my friends, i have no idea wad's going on. and yes, there are things again which disturbed me which is not very good. My mom told me i m so soft hearted, so naturally certain people get drawn to me. But i don't think i m soft hearted at all... If i am... then i think it's time to draw the line for myself. ARGH! anyway, going back to my work and hopefully i can work through some things!

God bless!
MAta ja!

quizzyZzz

super tired for this past 5 days. so i shall update abt the week tmw or sth. but for now. here's some fun stuff i took.

Cooool! i am vanilla ice-cream.



COFFEE!!



i love morning, but i can't wake up-.-



wheeeee!@_@

school is starting! nuuoooooo!

nuoooo! school is starting tmw!!! so i shall post today!

hmmm... holidays didn'r really zoomed past that i was dizzy but i did learnt a lot and probably change a little.(i think)-.-,,, but it's quite ok! at least i m doing sth right? Work and do stuff i always wanted to do. I baked (checked), cooked (checked), sketch (checked) and read a tit bit (so not checked). MUST READ MORE!!!!!!!!Oh yeah! and worked (checked) other than that i think this hols is one of the fruitful ones and I made new friends^^. Thanks god for that^^!

As for today, i cooked by myself and made my first ever soup, carrot soup!! but it's really easy to make really-.-... sth like home economics class BUT it's still a accomplishment. Anyway, not here to brag about my "accomplishment", jus writing down to note that i am on the road to becoming independant and less lazy (or so i think... my stuff is like in a mess).

Then, met Xuan Wen (met old friends... checked!) for dinner and had a long chat. It's been so long since i seen her!!! so happy to see her again^^!

Anyway, i have to follow my resolutions this year and i must have more self discipline>.<. Pray to God to guide me along the way^^!

But i shall not say abt my resolution here until i finally did it, soooo when i do, i shall write. and I hope that my strenghts and my unique side will nv go away^^.

But yeah! at least i did most of the things i wanted to do! must jia you this year and more the next year! jia you jia you!!^^

here's my first ever carrot soup!

stayover + first time cook up

hmmmmm.... On wed, decided to go to madeleine's house to teach her piano. Then, we went to eat pineapple rice^^!! (IT'S LIKE SUPER YUMMY!!) The place was at Jurong Point. Then madeleine decides to hang out at my house and have a stayover. It's a last min thing^^!

So we set off to my house and then we were chatting about a certain someone (i shall mention who^^). Once we reached my house, we had a chat with my mom and then we went to my room. Madeleine took a look at some of my magazines and she was telling me what kind of house she wanted. I was telling her she needs to be a tai tai, looking at the furniture. It's something like the furniture brand, Da Vinci. That ever expensive grand furniture.^^ but it was quite fun how people's dream homes are like^^!

Most unfortunately on that wednesday night, Madeleine was not feeling so good and she was also feeling a little hungry. So had made hot cup noodles for her and got her to drink a lot of water. And then i was thinking of making omelete the next day. You know what happened? i dreamt abt drinking egg yoke from the bottle.... argh! At least madeleine was better the next morning.

On thurs in the morning, took madeleine out for a walk. Showed her the wonderful views whch lucky me gets to see and then we went to cold storage to get groceries in our pyjamas-.-... BUT it was fun^^!!!=P

Then we had our first cook off!^^ we made rice with a message^^! Cool nia^^!Basically it's fried rice with a big huge omelete covering it. The message is on top^^! Our first cook off was a success. But it's also thanks to my maid, supa for helping us out^^! It was a little funny cuz we invented 2 logos^^! one of them is "big food, big quantity, big mouth!" (trademark of a certain someone) and the other is "You have to eat it whether you like it or not^^"(mine).

But it was quite a success and madeleine really likes it a lot^^! She looks so happy^^! hahaha^^! i shared with him when i came over to his house^^! not too bad^^!hahaha^^! so fun^^! i hope to cook again^^! maybe tmw^^!

here's some of the pics i took off after the cook off.

presenting Rice with a message^^!

stars

hmmm! i don't know if i m blessed but i think i m^^!


Yesterday went out the entire day, had lunch at pasta mania and dessert at swensens with edmund and Darren. Put two interesting and intelligent people together and you probably get an interesting conversation^^!

Then went out with Wei Qian for the first time to play arcade. Hahaha^^.... it was weird playing EDR cuz both of us were wearing skirt^^!

Then had a great thank you dinner with the tkd gang! It was really fun but once again, the skirt is a hindrance so i can't really play much and i feel weird because i m not in my dressing style!!

But here's something interesting, I saw a shooting star yesterday on my way home. It was fast but it's really... WOW!!! sadly, i had all the sadistic thoughts in my mind and thought negative stuff. But cool! the first time i saw a shooting star^^!

Today, spend 5 HOURS!!!! baking with Sharon on penut butter cookies and fruit tarts!!! But i decide to call the tart crust as cookie tart. Y? somple, the crust has the same exact texture and hardness like a cookie. But it's cool!! my first time making tarts!!!

Somehow, ever since i wanted to look more and observe more, I saw more things. I saw an orion belt (STARS!!) one rectangle with 3 stars in a row inside!) in the velvet sky today!^^It's another WOW! That adds up to the booya of my past two days and i m really super lucky to see them^^!

hahaha! i guess that's abt it for today^^!

See ya and god bless^^!

outing at night

Hmmm... let's update for yesterday and today k? I went out wih madeleine, my first love =P. Hahaha.... oppsie=P. But yup, went with her out to the hairdressor to get my hair done. We had to wait like about 2-3 hours for my turn. Long right?

After that, went out with madeleine, Justin and Sherman for dinner. Each of the guys have their own cars so basically, madeleine sat with justin and I sat in Sherman's car. But before dinner, we had to wait for Justin in Kallang macdonalds, there went one hour until he comes. By that time, i think it's like 8:30 pm. Should be-.-... After that we went to Beach road to it. Sherman was like "huh?" first before he found the place. We had to follow justin's car.

The restaurant is not too bad^^! hmm... the food is quite good. It's quite old fashioned but that's wad make the mood^^! Anyway. after that i had to go home partly because my parents were way too anxious for their own good. ( If they are this panicky now at this hour, i wonder how panicky they will be if i EVER were to go clubbing). Oh well... all the parent's concern! (impatience impatience)

But yeah, madeleine was not feeling so good, so i was a little concerned for her. Good thing she reached home safely.(if not, Justin... you are going to get it from me BIG TIME). And i m really glad that she had fun before she came home^^!

I had to leave earlier and so by the time i reached home it's like 11pm. I wished mom would stop worrying. *tsk* sigh.. oh well! that's abt it for yesterday.

Today, i went out to west coast park with fiaz and alvin. They are fun to be around with. (duh! my bf is there!) But there are hiccups along the way. Oh well, today may not be my day, but i do enjoy our time tgt. But next time, i think i will go on a solo date, guess i miss that too much!

That's abt it. Sorry, no pics. No cam no pics^^!

mata ja! god bless!

maturing? or changing?

I notice after i work, there's a feeling that i have changed or matured. I don't know. But i know it is something big. I don't feel myself right now, I don't feel like i m talking like how i m used to be. I think Alvin can also feel the same.

It's darn weird and I don't know why. But i don't like the feeling. It's not the feeling of acheivement, it's the feeling of something's wrong here. My heart feels as though it's crying and missing someone and my brain is thrown somewhere that it feels disoriented now. Or maybe... because of tha martinin i drank yesterday.

I don't what's up with me, but i think i shall go figure it out pretty soon and solve whatever problem there seems to be popping up>.<.

But anyway, I really thank god for everything. He gave me so much. So much more than anyone. Gave me so much love and was with me throughout the entire life. I wonder what the future holds for me. But i know God is behind me all th way.

Drink. Talk. Relax

WHOOHOO!!!! yesterday was my last day of wirk!!!!! it feels so good! WHOOHOOO!!

Yeah.. but anyway, went out in the evening with Darren. Yay! i bought a bangle and a black dress at far east plaza!^^ Love the dress!! Don't think i will spend that much on clothes since i got what i wanted. The chicken rice at far east plaza is also really good!! plus one more bonus point! it's cheap!^^

Also had to dress up today. I jus feel more comfy to wear smart casual in a pub rather than jus shirt and jeans. Not too bad^^! Also went to see the opera gallery. Learnt a lot of things about art! Thanks to Darren! Look through some art stuff. I f i were to say which is my fav... hmmm.. it will be the painting of the reflections on the water. I want to learn more!!

I drank Matini with him and chat through the night. Listened to a filipino band. The spring rolls are good and the interior is nice^^! love it!^^

ANyway, Here's some of the pics^^!







Drinks: appletino (darren), lycheetini(mine)

That's abt it 4 today^^! cya^^!

The lady

To the lady,
of fa la so,
thy heart has gathered thyself,
my gracious has become stronger,
your tears, the pleasing ointment nutured the seed,

thy tree had grown,
but it will keep growing,
fear not for it's change

my dear,scare for not,
for thy hope is there,
the future will change,
good or bad,

hold on and see,
because thy hope is there,
for you to see the beauty.

Tuesday with Morris

If there's one book that makes tears in my eyes, it's tuesday with Morries. At first reading the book left many questions in my mind and I really admire the man named Moorris. He's a compassionate old guy who will joke and laugh even if he was in his death bed.

But there's always these messages repeting and always repeating. Looks, money, materials and jobs, are they eally important? Or are the relationships between people more important. There are always times where people (including myself) take relationships for granted.

Until when it's the time on our death beds where we start to regret. But what Morris said that once u accept death, u start grasping important things in your life.

That book has so many philisopies until my head got buried in the book and i m now slowly digging my way out. But it held so many things so true.

Such a small book left so many questions in me. But while i was running to get my head clear again, I find that instead of wanting to be someone like Morris, I will lead my own life and my own way. While his view of life is really remarkable and i really admire it a lot, but i wan to do things my own way but for the same thing, to look at the most important things of your life.

hee hee^^! i must be a sap but it's a good sap^^!!! oh well... my mind is still cluded by it but it's really meaningful^^!

Got to go and scoop eleanors mind up before she goes HUH? again. cya!