special special week^^

hmmmm.... ok^^! let's update for this week ya^^?

Monday:
went to mind's cafe^^! super fun^^! think we played abt 5- 6 games all tgt?O.o























hahaha^^! but it's super duper fun^^! we jumped, screamed, clapped and snatch. Ugly doll, Caution: very VERY violent^^! hahaha^^!


Tuesday:

Had piano tuition, watched Tarzan 2 and had tkd^^! Tarzan 2 is really really cute^^! but it's a bit lame too -.-... hahaha^^! anyway, it's nice for anyone who loves cartoons like me^^! tkd was fun and tiring, had to do shadow sparring -.-... i jus got pretty much stoned as i ran round and round the circle. All we need is the mulberry bush^^! (i m being lame, nvm if u dun understand^^) Overall, it's quite fun la^^! i loooove some parts of the exercise^^! thennn yup. night time i heard special news^^! yippee^^! secret secret^^!


Wednesday:

A super whooper fun day^^! went out with Pei Quan to the library because I want to check out some design magaxines. Then we went to Clarke Quay for lunch and explore the place^^! I want to go there at night!!! muahaha! ^^ then went back to the library to borrow some books and have dinner at IMM. And then head home^^! Wish i got pictures^^! some sceneries there are super yummy^^!


Thursday:

went to Madeleine's place for lunch^^! It's so much fun cooking tgt. It really helps with bonding^^! oh well, madeleine has been my bestie for how many years^^! She and sherie are practically my sisters^^! hahaha^^! too bad we didn't go swimming that day>.<... raiiiininnng... I want the three of us to meet up again!!! i miss the three musketeers!! oooh yeah, then went with my mom to the hair solon and I got myself a new dress^^! yippee^^!hahaha^^! that's only part of the dress^^! ain't gonna show all =P! sigh... my eyes are closed! y!?!


















Friday:


Hmmmm... oh yeaaaa! I brought a new pair of running shoessss^^! yippeee^^! hahaha^^! I looove it^^! the brand is called sarcony^^! not too bad^^! i prefer new balane though =P. oh well^^! First time navigating the map for my parent>.<. See how late a developer i am? >.<>

arrrgh... i hate the stupid blogger sometimes. Anyway can tell me how to separate the words from the pics? they seem to glue to each other no matter how i try to separate them!

Had tkd that night^^! super fun^^! really trained up on kicking and there was a really fun game^^! sth like poison ball^^!!

Saturday
nth much^^! jus went running with pei quan at yishum stadium (fuuuun! run 6-7 rounds!!^^) and went to peek at the nationals tkd at yishun indoor stadium^^! hmmm, my friend participated on sunday! Hope she's doing all right!


Sunday

went to church with Mom and darren. gonna miss darren when he goes to india! but i hope he's doing ok and jia you darren^^! I will always be behind you surpporting you^^!


Then went to have lunch with my family to celebrate mom's birthday^^! Had some yummilicious food^^! but before i can take the nice pictures, they were eaten T.T! hahaha^^! oh well, the chinese food was really good^^!



And then after that, i tried out cooking on my own^^! made fried rice^^! hahaha^^! it was not too bad^^1 my family liked it^^! next time can cook for people^^!

anyway, yup^^! that's abt it^^!

take care^^! god bless^^!

fireworks pics

hahaha^^! ok^^! here's some of the fireworks pics on the 22nd August^^!!




















Here's at PS!^^

















The BEAU-TI-FUL fireworks!
















Cam whoring while we were waiting^^!

yup^^! that's abt it^^!
take care^^!
god bless^^!

fireworks XD!!

first thing first!!

for 22nd august,

I want to say HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to my dearest SHEIRIEEE!! my bestie of dunno how many years and she sticked by me through thick and thin. Miss you gal^^! hahaha^^!

Anyway, yup! yesterday went out with Pei Quan!^^ so fun^^!

First we went to get the tickets for the movie and then I introduced the whatsisname ice cream and the chocolate brownie to Pei Quan. Geezz.... can't rmb the name. But yeah! pretty happy that he really likes it alot^^! Then we head over to Opera gallery! Honestly, you must really explore the place. The paintings are extraordinary. Each of them tells a story! wow!!

After that, we went to see the movie, "Not enough money 2"! It was really quite sad and funny. Actually it's funny at the beginning, we were laughing pretty hard and then tears came around the end. The ending is really touching. My rate for the movie: 7/10. Why 7? It's good because it really reflect on us and how we really take into money. But, the characters are forever talking about money. It really makes some parts really boring. But overall, it's a really good movie. You should really check it out^^!
After that, we had fun trying the fragrances from the shops. hahaha... imagine two people checking out the hugo boss cologne. Yup^^! Pei Quan really likes the cologne. So i just sneakily sprayed the cologne at him^^! hey! it's nice ok^^! then we had fun in body shop!^^ haha^^... I forgot to bring my perfume and so happens body shop have it so we went to go to the shop three times =P. hahaha^^!

Then we went to Marina Bay to see the fireworks. i only have one word for this, BE-AU-TI-FUL!!!!! it's so gorgeous that I am left exilated and breathless and absolutely mindless! hahaha... another meaning, i went super high!!!Ok! the picture is not good enough to show what i really saw. But it was really WOW! really! omg!!! Hahahaha^^! It's a long time since I felt so exilarated and happy. It was beautiful^^!!! by the end of it, i was singing and skipping around. Somehow, i think Pei Quan was a bit O.O by me^^!! hahaha^^!

ok la^^! after that, we rested a while and took some time to cool down. I really enjoyed the day^^! hahaha^^! felt so happy^^! yup^^!

what have i been doing

ciao^^! come stai? hahaha^^! listening to jazz now^^! feeling preety jazzed up now^^!

so what have I been doing^^? and swearing about?

I have been working on a project that have to do with the site, margaret drive^^!

here's some of my works.


















hahaha^^! yup^^! that's my work^^! hahaha^^! other than that, life's pretty normal^^!

that's abt it^^!
god bless^^!
ciao^^!

moment of insanity

umeko's moment of insanity:

when i am stressed,
many colourful words come out of my mind

beware of the brink of vulgarities.
then again, i will keep them inside myself,

cuz once i open my mouth,
well, there goes my image.

insane moment.*swearing inside*

quiet emotions

smile when there's no need to,
love as if there's no hurt,
laugh even when no one hears,
dance when no one's watching,
sometimes you do things
when no one's looking
but it means something to you.

Smile! u r not alone because there are people around you^^. just look for them and you will find them^^!

sorry^^! random thoughts. but i thought they are quite beautiful so i just worte them down^^!

take care^^!
god bless^^!

rahhhhhh

so weird O.o... it's amazing how u wish not to have that emotion but u still have it? how irritating. Arrrrgh! i guess i jus dun wan to have that emotion now. I dun wish to have that emotion for a very looooong time and it happened blaringly.

O.o... so weird. it's like so unpredictable sometimes. Think i will just bite myself, get on with my life and ignore that emotion that seems to be draining me. I am not going to deny it anymore, iam not going to force myself from restraining it. I will just live my life with that clumsy idiotic emotion. I will jus pray that it will quieten itself until i m ready to face it.

Dun think now's a good time!

must JIA YIU JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!! CAN DE!!!^^

yay^^!

god bless^^!

hmmmm.... ok la^^! must jia you^^! going to turn off the internet again^^. hopefully i can focus now. feel a little sian cuz i got to get my butt off the chair soon, but hey i'm coping! 2 more weeks to go! must really jia you!!!

can someone kill me now -.-? argh! not gonna use internet this entire week. good luck to me. die... at least i m gonna focus now. rahhhh...

new life

so begins the new life of me being single. I am actually a lot better now, from the heart aches and everything. Of cuz, i am still on the road on becoming a better person. Just that, hmmm... getting used to be single. Ok la^^! i won't say i m happy everyday. Last week was quite bad. I don't know how I could get emo quite easily.

But at least I am better now^^! hahaha^^! anyway, hmmm.. htere are a few promises (again) that i make to myself. Been noticing some flaws lately^^. soooo I won't say them out yet, unless i complete my promise. Must jia you!!



go go go!!

god bless^^!

15 weird things or habits

whoohoo!!! gee thanks Jin Qiao! I shall rmb that u tag me^^! beware to tag back!!!! ok la^^! just kidding. what a weird thing to ask me to do. Anway here goes,

Rule: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. NO TAG BACKS!

1. I was an introvert (i think some of u guys know that, as for the rest, surprise surprise!)

2.I probably have more guy friends than girl friends. (it jus happens. I dun really pick)

3. I learn malay before I learn chinese (wow again)

4. One day, a boy's nose got smashed,coutesy of me (I hate to hurt people, this is exceptional)

5. I sing to myself (pls dun ask me to sing, my singing is horrendous)

6.I was the hardcore Clay Aiken fan last time (surprise again!)

7.I used to cross dress when I was younger (can't rmb when,but yeah,i did)

8.I sleep holding a cross in my hand

9.I don't really like the dark (but heck, i won't show it)

10. I used to hate being a girl (it seemed troublesome last time)

11.My hands can go 360 degree clockwise

12.I like to sit with one of my leg up on the table (when i was young)

13. My thumb can bend all the way back

14.I loved pink when i was younger. Barbie pink! (the other half of my childhood)

15. I used to have long hair down to my back.

people i tagged:
1. Chew Yin
2. Madeleine
3.Veggie
4. Sok Hui
5. Alice

Anglia, Jonathan and Jamie, u guys have been busy, so it's up to u k^^?

Take care^^!
God bless^^!

eleanor will jia you^^!

whoooo^^! i really truly feel happy today^^! yay yay^^! composed a fantastic song^^! it will need refining but it's gonna be great^^! eleanor jia you jia you jia you^^!

also thanks god nia^^! if it weren't for this song, i guess i will still be crying^^@ happy nia^^!

god bless^^!

somehow i need a hug... seriously>.<

out with liang hao

heyyyy^^! went out with liang hao^^! today^^! watched batman and ate ramen^^! super happy nia^^! liang hao, i guess he's like a brother to me^^! He's always there for me and always keep in ouch with me^^! sooo, i guess i m really lucky to have a friend like him^^!

anyway, the photos are umpresentable =.=... sigh!! so i can't post! rahhhh! ok la^^! had fun today^^!

Happy Birthday Sok Hui!

heyyyy! Happy birthday Sok Hui! Hope you are doing fine^^! hahaha^^! stay bubbly and cute always^^! smile^^! Hope you have a great year ahead,excel in what you are doing, be healthy and last but not least, be happy always^^!



Here's the video we made^^:




hope you like it^^! (sorry...>.<)
god bless^^!
Ciao^^!

words are just words

Lighten heart may,
turn like the reason that cause the ripples,
of the quiet river,
where flowing among the currents,
where unheard actions dance along the rapids,
smiling upside down as I swam along the currents,
the current that seem fast or slow, I don't know,
I just swim in it cuz it's the present,
shall find a stop over soon

hahaha^^! just feel like writing a poem^^! it's quite interesting^^! hahaha^^!

must jia you^^! jia you jia you jia you^^!

jumpy

i feel very VERY jumpy today.

Had an experience of something weird in the afternoon until right now, i still feel a little afraid to use my laptop. However, still have to use it to do homework. Gosh!

Anyway, after that jumpy moment, I went for the poly 50 training. Almost had a jumpy asthma attack. But good thing i stopped! Overall, it's quite fun. It's been a while since i have a good workout. Feel motivated to do work again.

And now, using the laptop again. Still feel jumoy and freaked out but no choice, i had to do homework. What a jumpy day. >.< ergh... oh well...must JIA YOU^^!

take care^^!
God bless^^!

yawn

it's 3 am in the morning. late right? Just have the sudden urge to blog. Went to church in the morning. Experienced the most wondrous feeling in the world.

Then my friends and i chatted. Hmmm... i guess it's quite fun^^! but i do get a little distracted. =X sorry guys! but it's fun using skype with u guys.

Anyway, i miss him again. But i am very much better than the past few days. Now i can concentrate better and my heart has lessen the hurt. But of cuz, the feeling (starts with L) will remain.I think it will remain for a very long time. It's not a bad thing really^^. Of cuz, i m open now, but if my heart stop the L feeling immediately, then wad's the years of relationship for^^. ok la^^! I am getting better^^! will be more responsible^^! i won't run le. Enough break^^!

Umeko, FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!

Hahaha^^! ok le^^! sleepig time^^!

good night^^!
god bless^^!

*hugs*

realizing

Thanks you guys for showing your concern for me. I really appreciate it. And it's because of you guys, i fell better now.

Today, I had pin up so i just pin up my thoughts and blah blah blah. And then went to the peranakan museum. It's quite interesting.


















Check out the jewelleries. Nonyas like them in pairs



















The Emboidery is so beautiful! Bella Bella!



















Guess what's this for?


*it's for the knees*


Yup^^! actually there'a a lot more, but my cam's batt went out so... well... sob sob. If i post some of the darker pictures here, I think they will come out as scary. So i think i better not.

Anyway, after that, I went to the Margaret Drive (MY Margaret drive!!!) *inside joke.. sorry!* But yeah, went out there to stroll and take videos. Become part of the "crowd" in there by just sitting there and doing nothing. Look around and slowly stroll and try to experience. Found out some concepts or essence. But hopefully i can look a little more deeper^^. We shall see.

It looks abandoned... (by it's own leaves) T.T

It just expresses to me of the place being abandoned. the place is existing but not existing.

And the sunset is beautiful^^!

I just realize how much i took things for granted. Yes, I miss him and everything. I really miss the part he kisses my forehead. oh well, at least we don't hurt each other. And i am glad it was a peaceful one^^!

But here's what i will say again. I really smiled and laugh today and really thank u guys for giving me a day of laughter and the lovely sweet caring comments. Thank you so much^^! I felt much better than yesterday.

That's abt it^^!

God bless^^!
Ciao^^!

it's the 100 posts and my heart cries... what irony

It's the 100th post and i can't really bring myself to smile truly.

You want to know why i don't want to do self-pity and wallow about the matter? Cuz self pity makes you give excuses so that you don't have to do things. And truly, it sucks.

It jus hurts you know. It just really hurt and it's biting me quietly but painfully. I ignored it, and so I wanted to move on.

No matter how much I smile, or laugh, it hurts deep inside. And i can't cry. Esp not in front of the people concerned about me. I am fine, just hurting.

I feel tired and sick of everything. To be honest, I am just running away from everything. I just want to. But i can't. I am running away from so many things now and my mind told me to just give me one week.

But that's jus excuses to get away from things. It's just... i don't know what to say. Jus because sth bad happen to me, doesn't me, I neglect all responsibilities i have right? The emotion really sux. I still feel hurt. i really miss him, but if i write that aloud, it will only hurt him. I don't want that.
.
But I will move on, I will stand up on my feet again. I have to and want to. It's time to discover myself. Now, i have to find a way to get rid of this lingering emotion. Too long and it's going to become pathetic.

God bless^^.
Take care^^!

* this is jus to write about my emotions, i hope not to discuss it and for it not to be brought up*